I'm a wife, mother, daughter, sister, aunt, and friend but I don't really know who I am inside because I hide from myself. I'm sensitive, but never like to show it, I am insecure, but not many people would believe it. I have lost 146 pounds and gained 130 pounds, lost 70, gained 50, I am stuck in a constant cycle of stress, struggling to figure out how to eat without over-eating. How to enjoy life without making food the main character.
I need to figure out how to stop this cycle, its killing me. I put unecessary calories into my body, then I starve myself, but I am still over weight and extremely miserable about it. I really though I would have no problem losing the weight after having my daughter. Boy was I fooling myself! I need to finish this and move on with my life.
